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Verse 1:
If I'm honest, I got shit on my chest,
A couple demons that are buried in the flip of my breath
When I was younger, I was told to never live with regrets,
But here I am, 26yrs, a couple lost checks,
And now I'm wishing, I had a chance to live it again,
I wish I never started rappin, wish I didn't pretend, that I had loved it on the outside, and never saw an end, when I was writing I had reasons to be dying within,
When the ones I loved avoided anything that I said
And the ones who never knew me started calling it a sin
Who you think I really turned to, the music was a binge, like an angel and a demon, I was cursed with a gift,
And I used it, to open up my mind, let em judge me when I rhyme and slowly transgress the lines,
In the meantime, my fam heard it from the outside, from other people, I regret it all the time
Verse 2:
I got a couple lost feelings that are buried in dirt, covered in hopes of opportunity, that lay in the earth,
That is my soul, thick with embers, sticks and feathers on a perch,
High above the distant weather, liftin levers in my search,
For a, love lost, eternally I be grateful, but, I wish I could seen it sooner than later,
I wish I knew what you were saying when you said it wasn't meant to be, instead of holding on to something I could only dream,
And so I wish that all this pain would disintegrate, and regret the way I handled all the bitter weight,
And through it all, I tried escaping from reality, and in due time I saw the bearings of the tragedy,
That we created, but regardless, I can say it, I regretted how I acted, and I wish I could replace it
But I can't, and that's the shit you live and you learn, yet if you need me, please believe, still your friend in return.
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